PAIN!!!!

I never really understood the meaning of this word till now.
It doesn't go away, it stays there all the time.
Whenever I think of it I felt it.
I felt it,
when listening to songs
when in school
when I walk home
when I sleep
when I dream.
The pain is excruciating,
it stays in me for long time.
I pretend it's nothing, but its extreme.
I wanted to cry so badly but it won't let me.
That's why it's so painfull,
it won't let me pour it out of my mind.
But..... Luckily someone saved me before it destroys me.
I'm so lucky with her at my side,
I fell her comfort just by talking to her without her beside me.
I'm the luckiest guy to be her friend.
It's she who pull me from falling down the dark hole with endless sorrowness.
Thank you if you are reading this, you know I'm talking about you

New Life New Place New People 2

hehe, sorry i know its stupid. I'm at dinner just now. So i just post the part 1 first
here was i...oh ya..my life in M'sia. Actually life in Aussie isn't that bad after all.
Well there is clean air here. Cool wind. Friendly people.

Other than the little discrimination, other would be OKAY


Check what i found in a asian Mall that has a market with the name "Jusco"

they sell pre-fried Yau Cha Kuai and Ham Che Peng.

it sucks
and they are selling 2.50 per pack, thats like 7.50 in M'sia.

even Ziyan wouldn't buy one

So we went to Castle Tower shopping mall to buy some fish for dinner

this is a interesting fish market.

you need to get number for your turn. COOl...again i look like katak bawah tempurung

but they have nice fish though

and after that we head for lunch

on the way i saw some weird cars

we went to this Alice's restaurant that was own and manage by a malaysian couples

Guess who drove us around with a L licence

the driving instructor(my aunty)

the driver(my cousin)

ok back to Alice's restaurant. its nice, with a little malasian style(sigh..home)

they even serve malasia dishes too like...wat do u call this dish again??

Hainanese Chicken Rice Prawn Laksa. Awesome dish

and of course ABC..life's good

so thats the small part of my new life.. still struggling for a new place for Sis and i

there's one thing that never change,

i still prefer my old friends and old life

the end.

Lots of love from yeow

New Life New Place New People

Can't believe it i'm living with caucasians. I'm really nervous when i entered Australia soil.

I'm looking at the plane that will carry me 7 hours to my new life.

This place is something. I can even see the plane from the camera at the tail

COOL huh..ok i'm being katak bawah tempurung.

Life before was good..

like these -

errr...these two too

to be continue.............................

I find this quote from the movie The Sisterhood of Traveling Pants that

i find interesting.

It says " how do we become ourselves without losing each other"

All of us are breaking apart to pursue dreams, career, love and others

I miss high school days, my parents were right.

Well we need to move on though.

Nothing stops, until it ends. But make it a good ending

Friends Forever....

Sisters at Heart

a little something i saw in 1U Diva shop....something for our weird friendship.

Sisters forever

Tick tock..Tick tock..Tick tock

days went by as everyone moved on to the next chapter of our short lives

everyone is moving so fast...i decided to hang back for a while

thinking back what has happened the last 17 years of my life

u might think that i'm wasting time

actually i am

and i'm waiting for my school to start

so i have time to look back

i don't know why

i just like to look back

look back my shoulder the road i have left bahind

the friends that went different direction of life

and i hoping someday we can return to one road again

like high school...again......

thinking...

i don't even know why i'm writing this blog....

i hate blog ....but i'm blogging......

ok thats lame

but still this doesn't help a bit why am i writing this blog

i hav all sorts of things to write but why i'm ready

my head goes....[blank]..........

is this forgetful or i'm just a weird teenager

Frustrating

Ergh........... why am i so weak..... can't even fight for myself..

Why am i so dumb and obedient in everything..why why why!!!!

Why am i so easily controlled

Just wanna get drunk and forget everything the next day.

That would be nice.